Haze;

Last night you freaked me out. I rushed to the ER with you and was told you can possible die on me if you didn’t get surgery ASAP. I cried and balled my eyes out when i saw all that blood. Your my baby, my family, my life I thought i was going to lose you last night and I thank god that your recovering. Today i took you into neffsville animal hospital on lititz pike and i am so thankful for the way you all treated my baby. You were quick and on top of everything and i didn’t even have to wait five minutes, the minute i walked in you tended to us. You quickly saw someone was wrong and admitted her into surgery with the quickness. It was so hard leaving haze behind, i leave her with no one, so leaving her was like leaving a piece of my heart behind :( when i walked out of the clinic i had the worse thoughts and fears. I waited impatiently for the phone call so i called to check on her and she was doing good i was told. I hung up and waited again for the doctor to call me, about an hour later he called and told me he was taking her into surgery at that moment, My heart sunk because i was so afraid of what could possibly go wrong. Around five i got another call from him saying the operation was a success and she was recovering from her anesthesia, i was so excited ! now im so impatient for tomorrow…i miss her badly and i just want to hold her until she makes me let go :( i cant lose you haze, i cant live without you…

Oh Puerto Rico how I miss you dearly; I cant wait to see you in 12 days :)

You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldnt speak
You were my eyes when i couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldnt reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I’m everything i am because you LOVED me.
i just want to listen to music in the dark and just cry.
my munchkin <3